"Mr.Puppeteer"

We are not friends and I don't want to be less than that. I don't think you understand. I want to be more than just that, it's been that way for a long time already. I know you see it. You like to lie to me and tell me the same. But when you don't get the answer you want, you kill me off. What am I to you? A puppet? Well, I'm cutting my strings. I am free, I hope you don't find me. You can't see in the dark. You're color blind. I'm bleeding but you just slip on what seems to be my blood. I didn't do this to myself. You did it all on your own. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. You're a killer. And we can't stop you, we come running towards you. If you call love lust, then let it be. Can't wait to be you're victim. Make up a voice, tell me what to do. You found my strings once again. I think I make it too obvious when I start to run. I trip and fall, I get tired and weak. Pick me back up, I don't want to fall again. But I know you'll drop me. Put me in the box where I belong. You're going to look for a new playmate. When I'm old and used up what will you do with me? Will you throw me out or keep and cherish me, give me the attention that I need? The strings are going to need repairs. Oh please tell me that you have new ones. I want to be in your life. Don't' ignore me. Take me out to be the main attraction. Don't leave me backstage. You're painting me so ridiculously. No one would ever want me in the right mind now. I started off as something else. But look at me now. Mr. Puppeteer, I want you to know that I want to quit. So let me do this peacefully. Don't force me to raise my pesky voice. You've taken full control of me. Let me speak out, let me live. Never will I be the same. Just put me in the fire place. Let me give you some warmth. That is to be my one purpose in life. You'll be freezing and I'll be the only one there. Give me a reason to stay. Let me save your life.