"Fake"

Fight back, lose your voice
Disappear
Take away all of your sanity
This is what you turn to
Just run away, tear away from the world
This blank page with your name on it
Where did you go?
Are you gone forever?
Tell me that it’s true, you’re not my friend
I despise you with all of my shaken heart
You lie and say we’re best friends
But you never meant it; I can’t even begin to comprehend how you’v stabbed me in the fucking back
You’ll get yours soon, I promise
Poison is your drink I hope you enjoy it
Revenge is the worst to stoop to
But it feels so good
Forgive me in another life, another time
You can hate me this time
I already hate you
Best friends were nothing to you
He’s your life, I can see it now
What the fuck am I now?
Am I even alive to you now you little fucker
I’m sorry I don’t mean to swear so much, but each and every event has lead right to this very moment
Don’t’ take it too personal though
I just hate you; it’s not that bad since you don’t care
But I care, yes I do; still you don’t deserve it
Do you even deserve anything?
Do you even deserve your lover?
He’s just nothing anyway, I hope you one day will see that
Here I am saying like you’v broken up with me, I’m throwing a fit
But I’m not lez
Never have been, never will be
Go fuck yourself you whore
But how can that be?
You’re not a whore, not even close
Ha ha
You fuck
Let’s turn this game of life into a game of revenge
Who will win?
In the end I guess it won’t matter, we’re both screwed

Who cares though?
It’s what we want at this very moment
Just to get even with each other.