12.3.08

"Falcon"

Why am I so miserable?
Why am I happy?
Is it you?
...It's always been you.
Why?

I wish I felt good enough. for you.
I wish I could fly like you do.
Can't I soar in the heavens?

I can't seem to be the girl
But you saw me as her
I was the one
As you were to me.

I loved you, you loved me.
What happened?
Do we still?
Or am I as worthless as you say I am
Just because I can't fly.

Didn't you want to find someone else
Weren't you just using me?
That's what it seemed like.

Do you care at all?
Do you know what I'm doing?
I do care! You have no idea.
My world seems like it is falling through.
It's always been you.

I wish I could fly with you.
I wish I were good enough.

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