"Passion"

Couldn't we live with peace of mind?
Without wanting or 'needing?'
But would we be dead?
What would we do?
Questions are always asked
Answers are usually avoided
Passion.
Inside our veins
Passion.
Our need to do everything
Passion.
Our source of love
Passion
Our source of hate
Passion.
Don't you feel it?
So what does this mean?
We are truely alive
No doubt about that
No doubt.
For everything there is a price to pay
A valueable price
(So it seems)
Someone's life for someone's peace
Passion.
Inside our veins
Passion.
Our need to do everything
Passion.
Our source of life
Passion
Our source of death
Passion.
It's a killing machine.
I'll be alright
I'll be okay
No matter what
I'll survive
This passion will not control
It will not oversome
Without passion...
Without...
Passion...

"I Bid Thee Farewell"

You gave me everything

You gave me love, without compare

But something didn't seem right

No it wasn't you

It was me

I'm sorry.

My intentions were never bad.

You were good to me

But I was bad to you

Forgive me for the last time

It'll never happen again

I'm gone.

"We All Die (Fear Not)"

So you think you can control me?

And this world I live in?

I will not be caught in your wrath

You try to find eternity

While I wait for my time to end.

No more

You follow blindly

You listen without hearing a word

You jump before you look

And you begin to fall

What can I do?

Am I to save you?

Do everything you told me to do?

I will not fall into your deadly games

But I have!!

We've started to play with time

Is this how you find eternity?

Does this lead to my burial?

If it does, say you'll join me

You've searched all you could
One day we all go home

And soon you'll know

It's short trip

Fear not (we all die)

But we must live as much as possible

It's just the way

How it's always been

And ever shall be

You try to find eternity

For fear of your own death

But you'll overcome

And accept this

No more games

The controlling stops now

Open your eyes, see who you are

Hear these words

Next time, think before you speak

Fear not, we all die....

"Remain Here"

Can you see me?

Can you hear me?

Do you understand?

Have you realized?

I'm dying on the inside

I'm dying, dying slowly

From inside out

My insides start to explode

My heart is saved for last

It's my lungs that go first

I can't speak, i can't breathe

You try to catch me

But I still fall

Hit rock bottom

Then goes my brain

I can't think

But now...I can't speak

Save me, someone save me!

I beg of you

Hear my words

Hear everything I say

Don't leave me alone

Please stay here

Please...please...

"Celestial Beings"

Kind, loving

Cruel, hating

Which is right?

I guess it all depends on your place in life

Good or bad

It's a point of view, not a fact

You decide

It's not fair

But who said it was?

No one. That's who

No one said it was going to be hard either

What's going on?

Is it all one big lie?

Tell me now

I need to know

What if they're made up tales?

What then?

Razor Blade Tears

As the loneliness sinks in

She finds the razor

To end her pain

To regain her grip

Tears swell in the eyes of a fragile girl

Too many lies, too much honesty

Nothing is right

Such fools

Never bring a child pain

Redemption, someone save her!

Just one touch of hatred

On touch of love

It all goes straight to her heart

Living the torment for so long

Always in this darkened room

Listen to her speak

Her condition is far beyond reach

A page...A character...cut with scissors

How slow, how painful can it be?

There are no exchange of words

Just silence

Believe, believe there's a way

And find one

The razor pierces the veins

How she cries in pain

She never wanted it to end like this

This was an addiction within her mind

Like a drug

They say every rose has it's thorn

So true

Beautiful but pain to touch

Touch and blood comes

But it's worth it

It's so beautiful, so fragile

Her eyes, so vacant

Why does it have to end like this?

Why?

"Farewell My Lullaby I'm Sorry I Disapointed You"

The heart is racing to the door

Can't take it no more

All these lie you live in

Are right before your eyes

So here I go it's my turn

When will it be your turn

I'm running, running away from the darkness

I need to see the light, I want the truth

No more lies! Stop it! I don't want your bullshit!

And if you won't say goodbye to the life you know now

I guess I'm the one that has to look to the mirror and say

Farewell my lullaby

Sorry I disappointed you

I know to you it's not alright

But for me...well, it is

You got through this suffering

The fake, phony image I see

But your not anything

Anything for me

So I'm gonna leave you behind

Never looking back for you

You can leave

Farewell my lullaby

Sorry I disappointed you.

I'll Let It Go

It's a sad goodbye

A new hello

A shame to see how people go

IF you ask what to think

I'll tell you how I feel inside

I've broken away from all I love

Told myself I've had enough

The anger, greed and hate

Will rule me no more

I see who I really am inside

And one more time

It's okay

I've learned to love

Not to hate

Reality is all I have

Fairy tales are no more

I've had enough

I've given up

I won't dream this life

One more time

Broken away from all I love...

"Heavy"

If it were any other day I would have made through.

But I guess our lives were on the line.

Yours was hanging by a thread.

And as the line began to snap with our heavy, cold hearts.

We thought of those we used to love.

The hatred and misery was just too much for the line to handle.

The tossing and turning made me slip.

Your life was yours to give.

But you still gave it up.

Your devotion made made less weight or was it the fact I was the only one.

And there I was hanging on.

The roller coaster of life was just too much. I had to let go!

"I'll keep telling myself"

As I'm haunted by your shadows

I see you laughing greatly

You're voice, your eyes

You hypnotize, I'm mesmerized

As I think back, I realize

It's you and only you

I love you, truly I do

But do you love me, that's what I can't see

Without you, I can't breathe

Do you miss me, that's up to you

Where's your heart

Have you no sympathy

That's the question for you my friend

Where's your heart?

Did you have a heart?

Is it on flames as I speak?

I hope you know, I've grown weak

I can't say this for you

We've got different points of view

But my heart's been shattered

I don't even think it matters

You don't care, so why should I?

I'm just a fool who's fallen for you

I'm starting to see

Only certain things

Maybe, just maybe

You love me.